I’m completely disgusted with myself and my actions today.
I let myself lose sight of the absolute magic that is this life,
I neglected school, neglected my agent and my friends,
and instead I became a destructive little shit… again.
And, you know, honestly, whoever you are that pushed me to this point,
misled me into thinking that someone who once meant the world to me
was psychologically and emotionally abusing me for revenge
for no other reasons besides for your amusement
and to get off on your psychotic obsession with me,
honestly, and I don’t say this lightly, I hope you choke on your own vomit.
Be better. Be strong.
I am an indestructible fortress,
flame fairy, forest fire.
Fucker. Fuck off.